“i don’t care if it hurts i wanna have control i want a perfect body i want a perfect soul”— Radiohead - Creep (via starve-sleep-repeat)
(via goaskana)
people be like: “you are what you eat.”
me: “well, either i eat nothing or i binge trash. you decide.”
people: “no-“
When people say they remember their childhood perfectly and not in bits and pieces with mostly a black void of nothingness like me
?? hoW in th e fuk ???
(via hotboyproblems)
Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.
I’m in this post and I don’t like it.
(via better-offdead)
(via better-offdead)
I don’t even know why I try to do anything that could make me remotely happy. It is like life doesn’t want me to be happy. Rotting with my thoughts is all that I can do and should do
(via wishing-for-deathx)
(via undo-my-scars)
(via sad-old-soul)
People underestimate my ability to cut off all emotional ties and literally never speak to them again.
(via donewthesad)
“You don’t need water to feel like you’re drowning, do you?”— Jodi Picoult
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